I so desperitely need a break because well face it I have been working my arse off making sure that all my work; essays, chemistry projects, and all that crap is good. I have written so many papers about things I don't even care about my fingers have gone bad and words just pour out of me in a organized paper like manner that I have lost my witty talkity talk in class and sometimes around my friends.
No you listen here my witty banter is pretty much "me" okay because without my witty banter I am nothing but the drap people who try to hide there inner self.
And franky I cannot stand people like that and I do not mean to sound harsh but a lot of people I know will be themselves then like someone just flipped a switch it is gone and ti all because of insecurity and god people neet more self esteem because God help me like would be so much nicer with more self happiness!
So, it took me a while to completely comfortable with me just being a complete me and not hinding my umm I would call it dorkiness or wittiness or goofiness or happiness. I just am so tired of people acting one way and then just acting like a drone the next and I am saying this because I am friends with one i am not using a name but I just feel that some friends are just acting different when around a large amount of people who do not really know them like their good awesome friends (that's me).
I still love umm though (my friends not random drone like people).
I just wanted to say HI and give a message, live life with your life not a life you think you should live.
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